In the last two months in goa I had hookups with a lot of men.
And I was never a person who had anything but goa got me into that.
It started with a very famous singer.
He was singing at a place at night and I have uploaded a story on insta(I have a public account) so he replied me that wanna meet and I was like a famous person like him asking me to meet.
How can I say no?
Then I said yes.
He came from his car to pick me up and it was midnight in goa.
Then we had a lot of talks and then took me to his place and started doing things.
I didn't wanted to.
It was my first time.
But i also didn't even stop him.
And that's how my hooking up journey started.
After that night I loved whatever happened to me.
So I keep on doing so.
Guys just needed a chance and I don't used to stop them and I have found the perfect spot for that also.
So I used to hooking up with almost every guy at the same place.
Then I became addicted.
I can't stop myself then I went to Mumbai and then did there twice.
And now I'm trying to control myself.
I came home and I have boyfriend also but it's long distance.
So I'm always thinking about what I will do sexually when I'll meet him.
And even this intercourse thing has overpowered me that I can do with anyone as long as I found them attractive.
But it's been almost 2 months now i haven't done with anyone just virtually with my boyfriend.
And I'm trying to control myself.
But I feel very bad for myself that why I started doing so.
Just few months before I used to be girl with innocence and wasn't aware of anything but my solo trip to Goa has gotten me into this.
But I'm accepting myself as whatever has happened has done.
Now i can't change that.
And I have told about all this to my boyfriend and he's also not minding things saying as it's my past.
And now that I have boyfriend I don't expect to do with anyone else but constantly thinking to do with him.
But I'm not doing as if I'll do once maybe I'll loose intrest in him which I know it's not that easy to loose intrest in him.
He treats me the best and princess treatment.
I just love him so much.
But I have so much expectations which often leads to disappointment from him.
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I wanted to confess that
In the last two months in goa I had hookups with a lot of men.
And I was never a person who had anything but goa got me into that.
It started with a very famous singer.
He was singing at a place at night and I have uploaded a story on insta(I have a public account) so he replied me that wanna meet and I was like a famous person like him asking me to meet.
How can I say no?
Then I said yes.
He came from his car to pick me up and it was midnight in goa.
Then we had a lot of talks and then took me to his place and started doing things.
I didn't wanted to.
It was my first time.
But i also didn't even stop him.
And that's how my hooking up journey started.
After that night I loved whatever happened to me.
So I keep on doing so.
Guys just needed a chance and I don't used to stop them and I have found the perfect spot for that also.
So I used to hooking up with almost every guy at the same place.
Then I became addicted.
I can't stop myself then I went to Mumbai and then did there twice.
And now I'm trying to control myself.
I came home and I have boyfriend also but it's long distance.
So I'm always thinking about what I will do sexually when I'll meet him.
And even this intercourse thing has overpowered me that I can do with anyone as long as I found them attractive.
But it's been almost 2 months now i haven't done with anyone just virtually with my boyfriend.
And I'm trying to control myself.
But I feel very bad for myself that why I started doing so.
Just few months before I used to be girl with innocence and wasn't aware of anything but my solo trip to Goa has gotten me into this.
But I'm accepting myself as whatever has happened has done.
Now i can't change that.
And I have told about all this to my boyfriend and he's also not minding things saying as it's my past.
And now that I have boyfriend I don't expect to do with anyone else but constantly thinking to do with him.
But I'm not doing as if I'll do once maybe I'll loose intrest in him which I know it's not that easy to loose intrest in him.
He treats me the best and princess treatment.
I just love him so much.
But I have so much expectations which often leads to disappointment from him.
But I'm learning to not think much.
I just wanted to share this so I shared.
Feeling relieved.
Thanks.
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