This is not a confession but I need to take it of my chest. My boyfriend and I love each other very much. We understand each one another and everything is great. He is a great guy, smart, responsible, he is a modest being. I admire him but my only issue which I think shouldn’t be an issue but it keeps prompting in my mind. He is short 😞. I think he will be about 5’6. I already fell in love with him before it hit me that he is short. When I realized it, I wanted us to
break up but I thought about it careful and didn’t want to end the relationship based on his height, it felt wrong.
I thought after sometime I might just forget about it. At the beginning of our relationship when I think about it, I start to get a panic att@ck. I managed to control it over the years and told myself it’s not worth break up with him because of height😞.
It’s been almost two years now, tho the panic att@ck has reduced. I can still be there and the thought just hits me again 😪. I’m scared I might eventually one day just end things. I want this anxiety to stop. When I’m around him I don’t have any of these thoughts but when he is around his friends, automatically I start comparing heights and the difference 😪!
I don’t want him to find out about my anxiety it might break him
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3 hrs agoThis is not a confession but I need to take it of my chest. My boyfriend and I love each other very much. We understand each one another and everything is great. He is a great guy, smart, responsible, he is a modest being. I admire him but my only issue which I think shouldn’t be an issue but it keeps prompting in my mind. He is short 😞. I think he will be about 5’6. I already fell in love with him before it hit me that he is short. When I realized it, I wanted us to
break up but I thought about it careful and didn’t want to end the relationship based on his height, it felt wrong.
I thought after sometime I might just forget about it. At the beginning of our relationship when I think about it, I start to get a panic att@ck. I managed to control it over the years and told myself it’s not worth break up with him because of height😞.
It’s been almost two years now, tho the panic att@ck has reduced. I can still be there and the thought just hits me again 😪. I’m scared I might eventually one day just end things. I want this anxiety to stop. When I’m around him I don’t have any of these thoughts but when he is around his friends, automatically I start comparing heights and the difference 😪!
I don’t want him to find out about my anxiety it might break him